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Torqbot [30 Nov 2004|02:54pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Torqbot Parts List

Short Block 2 bolt main 350 cid block
Crank PN 661-861-0125
Pistons PN H345NCP .040
Rings Speed Pro E251k
King Bearings, Main MB 557AM
Rods 807AM
Pioneer Balancer & Flexplate
Federal Mogul gasket set PN 260-100
Approx price $500

Valve Train
Isky hyd roller cam PN 201265/272
HR lifters PN 2020
Pushrods PN 203-96
Timing set PN 300TS

Edelbrock Equipment
Cylinder heads-E-Tec 170 PN 60979
Intake-Perf RPM Air Gap PN 7516
Carb-AVS PN 1806
Valve Covers PN 4153
Water Pump PN 8811

Ignition-Performance Distrubutors HEI
w/ live wires
Oil System-Moroso

Machine Work & Assembly

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FUCK! [12 Sep 2004|05:23am]
[ mood | shocked ]

Godamnit the first time i get my parents away for the weekend i go over to amandas house at .. 2 oclock or something well i fall asleep on her and and her mom comes in and discovers us! godamnit.. good thing we were both asleep though.. i just got home and its 5:24.. i dont know what they are going to do to her .. and.. damnit i didnt even say anything to them.. at least much.. i didnt know what to do ..i dont know its .. crazy.. i knew it would happen sometime i just didnt think so soon..

should i go back and try to explain why im there? would they even believe me?nah
they are parents what am i saying..

im so shocked still.. shes gonna get the yelling of her life or something.. damnit!!

btw my bro has about.. 10 people lying around the house asleep which would be funny if i wasnt still shocked about it...

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Day with Mandy! [04 Sep 2004|10:16pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Today was cool! <--- (does anyone use that word cool anymore?) i went to amandas house and i met her little sis. again jeez was she annoying.. she wouldnt leave us alone for 2 secs.. anyway we played alot of little kids games with her.. just so she can at least calm down a little bit amanda said shes only like this when i am around.. jeez why cant they pretend that im not here? but noooo they have to bounce around and try to make me play little kid games... anyways it was kool seeing her hehe.. and her bed is comfy! i wish mine was like that.. i escaped out the back door when her mom came but her dad saw me.. but hes kool though which is good he just waved at me
later on we were gonna go biking but she instead decided to go to the movies with sam and asked if i wanted to go and yea i went just so i could see her :) sam however never showed up i dont know what happened to her and i almost was caught by her mom walking up to the movies.. would have been very suspicious.. at one point in the movie i wasnt sure if amanda wanted me to kiss her or not but i didnt ..
One side of the movie smelled like crap.. either that or it was the person sitting there that smelled like shit..

ah tonights another night for the "cars" i hope i get to see a drag race from afar though cause i dont want to get caught by the cops watching something illegal.. damn people dont they know the simple pleasures .. why cant they have a cool cop who would race with them.. haha! that would be something to see..

oh well more then likely we will go out later tonight and see what happens weee! gonna go cruising! hmm too bad i dont have a kick ass speakers.. i did blow out the ones in the back of my car.. so half of them dont work.. but who cares?!

Oh and it seems everyone in the family expect me is getting a sprint phone ... freaking people! i need one!

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COPS! PRICKS! FUCKS! [04 Sep 2004|12:33am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Pfft I was outside of amandas house today just waiting for her to come out and these neighbors.. pull up in their F-25,000,000 truck and kinda just look at me in surprise.. as if they have never seen another person before.. anyways they keep coming in and out of the house for no apparent reason.. and the guy that was with these 2 women went around the house and keeping the fucking huge truck between us stood behind it looking at me.. of course i could see his feet though stood there for about... 3 mins just looking at me.. like i couldnt see him pfft anyways they finally asked what i was doing there and i said waiting for my friend .. anyways a little bit later amanda comes out (hehe she looked sooo cute in her new glasses) *cough cough* off track there for a sec.. anyways she comes out in these shorts and a t-shirt and the neighbors point at me and ask if im her friend and she says yes .. they seem satisfied and got in the truck and drove off.. and the whole time me and amanda were thinking wow good thing the cops didnt show up ... and lo and behold they did! and those damn people werent even there.. trying to get me in trouble pfft
anyways well here i am back to finish it.. and i dont remember what else i wanted to put in..
well the cops asked what i was doing outside.. and i just said waiting for amanda the cop looks at her and is like ooh she your g/f and i was like no.. but shes growing on me :) anyway he laughed and said to the other one nah its ok .. they are just friends.. and the left us alone.. and we just talked and i found out why she hates her little bro so much.. yea hes annoying and i only spent 20 mins around him
Oh well i couldnt sleep last night and i had another dream about amanda it hasnt stopped so far.. and each one gets more tiring then the last i slept for a long time but it feels like i only slept for an hour grrr.. o well...

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Meet Lindsay! [03 Sep 2004|04:41pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Stole amanda t. away last night we went to my friends house and she met them i think she was falling asleep the entire time with them but she denied it anyways didnt get home till about..she was soo cute with her new haircut and.. yea.. 4 or something and woke up at 11 but i still am damn tired.. *yawn* i hope i get to see the camaro again tommorrow in the morning and joe can tell me how much it would cost dont want to wake up all late and crap

Hey well this is lindsay! shes pretty cool.. and angry haha she pointed that out to me
like it matters to me i love friends like her they usually are loyal and awesome in bed! nah im kidding about the bed part.. shes very cute though.. reminds me of amanda t. in a way expect for personality but looks wise.. yea .. hmm bet she'll hate me after getting to know me a little better.. or.. well i dont know..

look at the pussy! (freaking pervs)

grrr angry eyes! but cute..

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whoa!... [02 Sep 2004|08:56pm]
wow i just found out my neighbor amanda likes me alot.. weee now someone who lives close to me.. :) im kidding.. she wants to come over in the middle of the night so we can go "cruising" and im gonna go take her to watch the street racing saturday night so it should be fun :) vroom vroom

another thing how does someone not know if they are having fun? i mean come on.. its not that hard to answer.. I dont know .. is not a good answer.. are you confused about the fun your having??

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Ahahahaha! [01 Sep 2004|01:30pm]
[ mood | loved ]

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Marijuana Myths and Realities [31 Aug 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Marijuana Myths and Realities - [Science]

The following list will hopefully demystify several myths about marijuana use and help answer a lot of serious questions:

Marijuana Overdose

There is no existing evidence of anyone dying of a marijuana overdose. Tests performed on mice have shown that the ratio of cannabinoids (the chemicals in marijuana that make you high) necessary for overdose to the amount necessary for intoxication is 40,000:1.
For comparison's sake, that ratio for alcohol is generally between 4:1 and 10:1. Alcohol overdoses claim approximately 5,000 casualties yearly, but marijuana overdoses kill no one as far as any official reports.

Brain Damage

Marijuana is psychoactive because it stimulates certain brain receptors, but it does not produce toxins that kill them (like alcohol), and it does not wear them out as other drugs may. There is no evidence that marijuana use causes brain damage. Studies performed on actual human populations will confirm these results, even for chronic marijuana users (up to 18 joints per day) after many years of use.
In reality, marijuana has the effect of slightly increasing alpha-wave activity in your brain. Alpha waves are generally associated with meditative and relaxed states, which are, in turn, often associated with human creativity.


Marijuana does impair short-term memory, but only during intoxication. Although the authoritative studies on marijuana use seem to agree that there is no residual impairment following intoxication, persistent impairment of short-term memory has been noted in chronic marijuana smokers, up to 6 and 12 weeks following abstinence.

Heart Problems

It is accepted in medical circles today that marijuana use causes no evident long-term cardiovascular problems for normal persons. Marijuana smoking, however, does cause changes in the heart and body's circulation characteristic of stress. Marijuana's effects on blood pressure are complex and inconsistent as of yet.


Chronic marijuana use has not been found to alter testosterone or other sex hormone levels. In contrast, heavy alcohol use is known to lower these same testosterone levels.

Reproductive Damage

No trustworthy study has ever shown that marijuana use damages the reproductive system, or causes chromosome breakage. Studies of actual human populations have failed to demonstrate that marijuana adversely affects the reproductive system. Claims that marijuana use may impair hormone production, menstrual cycles, or fertility in females are both unproven and unfounded.

The Immune System

Studies in which lab rats were injected with extremely large quantities of THC (the active compound in marijuana) have found that marijuana (in such unrealistically huge quantities) does have an "immunosuppressive effect" in those lab rats, in that it temporarily shuts off certain cells in the liver called lymphocytes and macrophages. These macrophages are useful in fighting off bacterial, not viral, infections. But this is only for the duration of intoxication.
This said, doctors and researchers are still not sure that the immune system is actually negatively affected in realistic situations since there are no numbers to support the idea. In fact, three studies showed that THC might have actually stimulated the immune system in the people studied.


Smoking marijuana has the potential to cause both bronchitis and cancer of the lungs, throat, and neck, but this is generally no different than inhaling any other burnt carbon-containing matter since they all increase the number of lesions (and therefore possible infections) in your airways.

The Gateway Effect

Marijuana use has not been found to act as a gateway drug to the use of harder drugs. Studies show that when the Dutch partially legalized marijuana in the 70's, heroin and cocaine use substantially declined, despite a slight increase in marijuana use.
Thus, oftentimes strict marijuana laws themselves are the most significant factor involved in moving on to harder drugs like cocaine. Such is the case in Nevada and Arizona, the states toughest on marijuana use.


Because smoked marijuana contains a variety of combustion compounds, it can damage the lungs and possibly the immune system. Several health committees recommended the development of an inhalation device that delivers pure THC -- the active ingredient in marijuana -- to the lungs. Such a device has not yet been created.

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1991 Camaro RS [29 Aug 2004|03:09pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

wee im gonna go check this car out personally today .. i hope my parents will get it since they are selling my saturn or doing something with it..

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Got alot of heart ache.. [20 Aug 2004|11:59pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

damn its in my head..

oh well today i stole amanda from her new high school just to celebrate her b-day today..
i love you mandy!!!!

one of the teachers however knew i didnt go there and demanded i leave.. and such.. o well.. she skipped the entire day mostly cause she ran into jimmy the guy who used to go out with her and he hates me .. but she loves him.. and such well she didnt feel like going back to school so we visited johnny 5 and others.. i do want her dads car.. hes selling it its a 1981 camaro sweet.. she said her dad souped it up hardcore.. she brags it has as much power as 2 v8s lol! oh well i want it anyway.. only 5 k anyone have any?... and i saw ashely she got a new hair cut and damn does she look cute.. i honked at her when i drove past her thinking she was someone else.. but it was her.. she was all mad when it happened but when she found out it was me she thought it was pretty funny..
whoa im ..... all of a sudden.. all that weed is finally kicking in haha..

o well im waiting for amanda to call me cause she wants to get drunk and go out and such.. you know the usual but i am a tired though i dont know if i even want to go anymore ..

BTW can anyone find me a pic of someone who has their hair cut short in the back but gets longer toward the front? anybody know what i mean? i want to cut it that way.. so i can spike it in the back and have it long in the front.. well u get the point

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Amanda [06 Aug 2004|11:23pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

finally got a hold of amanda..said she called me once.. ONCE we didnt talk for about a freaking month and my best friend calls ONCE.. only cause i was mad at her and didnt feel like talking...

I wake up and its 11:26 at night and my entire family is not here.. which makes me feel weird even weirder is that their cars are all here.. so.. im all creeped out kinda.. and.. o well..

im so bored im posting pics of people that i am thinking of

well thats rose there...

another rose i met online :)

and of course sarah.. fuck her! in the ass... cause i know its gonna happen sooner or later..

yep yep..



i really want to leave this house.. its creeppyy here but if i leave my parents will come home and blah blah blah.. blah blah.. car... blah blah blah ..gone..blah blah.. responsibility.. blah blah.. whats that? responsibility.. not quite yet.. blah blah!

anyway ill do it when they come home and go to sleep.. or something.. yea.. but what to do eh? what to do.. expect drive aimlessly around harlingen.. while the cops memorize my car.. cause its loud...

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My night with Sarah,Amy,Brianna,Dan and Kevin [31 Jul 2004|08:43pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

The first thing they did was "Goth" up amy she wore an amy lee looking dress that was pink with a pink fishnet underneath it she then took my boots and wore them..also colored her hair black.. she didnt look bad at all.. expect for maybe the black lipstick cause i dont think it looks good on alot of people.. sarah wore a pleaded skirt that was green the only color that didnt match was her hair cause it was pink and i told her it would match everything else if she dyed it black.. but o well.. brianna just wore pants and shirt.. they did try to get dan to dress up in chick clothes or something but he didnt do it.. all they did was do a little faux hawk for his hair ..kevin..just went as kevin.. we all went to go see the Chronicals of riddick.. and Kevin pointed out to me that on the ticket it just said "The Chronic" and he kept the ticket.. kevin left about half way through the movie cause we were sitting too close and it was making him dizzy or something.. they ended up throwing popcorn at me cause i was further up then they were kinda having a little popcorn fight.. the movie was .. umm ok.. somehow i expected more though.. we all went to I Hop ever that and ate left .. and yea i however was so bored i visited them all later on that night at about.. 4 o clock .. drove around for a little.. it was ok..
I did get a citation by a cop the other day for going 45 in a 30 which wasnt true cause kevin was with me and he saw my speed was 35.. o well i hope the judge is not cruel or anything.. making me pay for it..
and i am pretty sure im not going to stay here in harlingen anymore..
ill probably leave by sept. or something not quite sure yet.. still deciding to go or not and i have to make my decision soon or its not going to be pretty..

my old friend nora called me which made me pretty happy shes in New Braufels or however you spell that place and later on is going to the navy.. its great having friends remember u when you dont remember them isnt it? im kiddign i did remeber her though.. ill let u go eh? i want to do something tonight but there isnt anyone worth visiting ..

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[28 Jul 2004|11:28pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

*looks at the current world's population* You must have a lot of frustration then.

What pisses you off?

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Star Wars Gangsta Rap [27 Jul 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | amused ]

haha one of the funniest things i have ever seen..


this one isnt as funny but...


Im going to apply at West i dont know if ill make it but ill try tommorrow who knows?...

"we got death star.. we got death star.."

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[26 Jul 2004|11:05am]
[ mood | bored ]

1. kilt :)
2. boxers
3. lip piercing
4. 2 ear piercings
5. bracelet

1. my computer obviously
2. keyboard
3. tom delonge
4. mouse
5. warped tour 2004 cd

5 PEOPLE YOU HAVE KISSED (heh strange)
1. Rose
2. becka
3. sarah
4. nancy (wink)
5. and of course kristen

1. taking this survey
2. wondering why my back hurts
3. wanting to go play City of Hero's at kevins house
4. waiting for kevin to get his lazy ass up
5. playing with my cat 'rose'

1. i love to argue... not senselessly of course..
2. i have insomnia at random times
3. i have minor Anxiety Disorder
4. i'm scared of losing people i love
5. i love playing computer games

1. Frozen Orange-love those things
2. watermelon
3. macaroni
4. strawberries
5. waffles

1. woke up
2. went to the bathroom, washed up, brushed teeth, etc..
3. called kevin
4. got onto computer
5. threw massive pillows on my sister

1. Damn computer..
2. keys being pushed
3. someone eating in the kitchen
4. "this love has taken its toll on me" now i hear this in my head thnx to U suzanne
5. voices eh? mine say hi to you

1. blue
2. green
3. white
4. brown
5. red

1. i really really want to play City of Hero's
2. i wonder who called yesterday to wake me up..
3. why does my back still hurt...
4. wondering what movie i will see today
5. when will the voices stop fighting??

2. Brody Armstrong (or whatever her last name is changed to now)
3. Mark Hoppus
4. Kate Beckinsale
5. Kelly Hu

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Party [22 Jul 2004|07:48pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I stopped by brianna's house yesterday just so i could say hi her dad however told me she was at the bowling alley with friends.. so i decided to stop by the bowling alley for a while.. sarah,mark,jeremy were all there i call kevin and come by to pick him up so he can come with me

Amy showed up later with dan and some guy anyways they play around and what not knocking down pins with big balls..
Afterwards brianna wants me to take jeremy and mark home so i sayy yea whatever.. well mark wanted to do something and i didnt really care ... so i asked jeremy and mark what time they needed to be back or whatever... they both said it didnt matter so i called my friend chrissy up cause she was bugging me to bring people to this little party.. and so i did ..so we all just hung out there everyone drank and smoked expect for me and jeremy, jeremy is straight edge .. not the same for mark though he puked all over himself and i was not going to put him in my car like that so i asked robert to take him home in the morning he said its kool.. kevin drank a little too but not much.. heres how the list of casualties goes..
Omar- was passed out in chrissys room, Chrissy-was on her bed also passed out, danny- was playing games on the playstation super drunk, Robert-drank a little but wasnt much effected, ross- was also pretty drunk he got in a fight with elvia, elvia- didnt puke at all but she drank quite alot, Joann- was in the bathroom with mark .. i dont know what they did but.. whatever.., mark- was half awake in the bathroom floor , everybody else was pretty sober
I did take elvia with me to whataburger so she could buy all this food and a gallon of water just for her..she quite amuses me.. ;) that night i had never seen so many cops passing by.. its soo good that they didnt stop me not only for having drunk passengers.. i am not allowed to drive after certain hours some stuipd thing..
Omar almost puked in my car i would have kicked his ass as soon as he passed out..

its always good to kick someones ass when they are passed out :) of course as long as you have a valid reason..

I did have to take jeremy home at about 2 though cause brianna called and bitched at me about not bringing him home and hows its my fault..and jeremys dad was threatening to call the cops.. hey at least he wasnt doing anything

me and kevin left around.. 4 and got stopped by this freaking longg ass train when i had to take a piss, i swear the train took an hour to pass..
I am now running on 2 hours of sleep since yesterday.. heh..

I should do this more often.. its amusing

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Drag Race [21 Jul 2004|08:14pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Raced a Honda RSX ... fucking pathetic.. damn i need a new car..
what the hell is my dads problem hes been bitchy for the past few days he needs a big reality check or something...

got a reply from echostar in the mail it went something like this...

Since you do not know anyone of high importance in the company of Echostar you cant complain to anyone about unfairness..so it has become my duty to.. inform you that your application has been rejected because we dont like you, we have too many of your ethnic backgrounds here and you dont qualify for jack shit so dont apply here ever again thank you and have a nice day.

Hmm well sarah is moving

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Dream [21 Jul 2004|10:55am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Wow i just woke up from such a strange dream and arlene was the main character in it.. it was weird cant remember most of it but it leaves me feeling so strange..

hmm im running out of fucking gas for my car damn prices are starting to rise again i guess i have to use that change in my car..

"50 cents of gas for that car there.. yes thanx"

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[20 Jul 2004|09:49pm]
[ mood | happy ]

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Wow Im pretty happy today this girl IMed me today and she was very nice about talking to me wow shes really kool i wonder why i cant meet people like that down here all the time?.... o well.. *muah*!
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Heres a thought.. [19 Jul 2004|09:12pm]
[ mood | angry ]

go fuck yourself what i do is my fucking business blah blah it looks bad i dont freaking care what the hell you think if i wanted it there i would want it there. you cant control everything you wuss.. returning the fucking movie cause your "disappointed" fuck that that just makes me angry
Screw your stuipd morals mine arent like that at all i dont live your life so dont live mine im tired of your bitching and whining about things.. how much more pathetic are you going to get.. returning a movie.. and then having the AUDACITY to tell me as if thats going to motivate me... yea motivate me for you to kiss my ass!

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